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Plus, where she stands with the love triangle today.
The tides turned for Jill Chin duringBachelor in ParadiseEpisode 5 and not just because of that well-timed full moon.
But even the promising newcomer ultimatelygot together with Lace Morris,leaving Jill with few options.
Thus far, youve seen that my journey has been less than desirable, Jill tells Bustle.
Because theyre both weird.
The nightdidhave one little hiccup namely,Kiras returnand her (unsuccessful) attempt to get together with Jacob.
We dont see the beginning of your time with Jacob.
What did those first moves look like?
Its so strange because I had written him off from the beginning.
Im like, This dude?
The only interactions we had were me making fun of him, or we would joke from a distance.
And then one night, we were just like, You know what?
Lets go sit down and actually talk.
People described it as, We just heard howling and screaming in each others faces.
And then we realized, oh my god, this could actually be something.
And then he started actually pursuing me.
I was super unsure.
I felt so comfortable with him, and he just made everything so fun and lighthearted.
We were really able to connect that night, and it did so much for our relationship.
And then, of course, you get back, and Kira shows up.
What was going through your mind, having another connection interrupted?
I was frustrated, honestly, and you see me kind of spiraling.
I was really going for it.
And I feel really bad because shes being honest with Jacob, and she is getting really emotional.
But from my perspective, it seemed like a personal attack.
And then this happened.
But obviously, Jacob was able to come, and we mended things.
But I do feel bad about my behavior during that.
I do regret that a bit, just letting my emotions get the best of me.
Weve seen unlikely friendship moments this year, likeGenevieve Parisi and Shanae Ankneycoming back together.
Are you in a good place with Kira today?
We havent talked at all sinceParadise.Im not sure if theres anything to come with that relationship.
Im definitely open to honest conversations.
But I do respect her from afar.
Shes an incredible woman, an incredible doctor, and I respect the hell out of her.
So Im not sure, but I think were both happy where were at.
Well see if our paths cross again.
No, that hasnt been repaired.
I respect Romeo, and I care about him a lot.
I feel really badly about the way things went.
But I think I have to stand true to myself, like, This is your last chance.
I have to move on with my life.
I cant spend any more time on this.
But I do wish him all the best.
This interview has been edited and condensed for clarity.