This boob got me probably like 16 ounces [of milk] this morning.
This one got me four.
Thats not good, the 26-year-old mother of two tells me.
I look in the mirror and Im disgusted.
(The two alsounfollowed each other on Instagramjust days after she attended the rappers concert in Los Angeles.
This is only the fourth time Ive left them overnight.
Its hard, she says in her naturally soft-spoken, surprisingly timid tone.
They start off every night in their bed but they always end up in my bed.
I sleep right between them, one kid in each arm.
Althoff, the second-youngest of six, wanted to be a mom for as long as she can remember.
Youre getting old, she says.
When she graduated from high school in SouthernCalifornia, she sought work as a nanny.
Im obsessed with children.
Ive been so insecure my whole life.
My first memories that I have of being insecure are in elementary school.
[My persona] is like a defense mechanism.
I get to be this person where Im not embarrassed.
I dont want people to make fun of who I am as a person.
But you’ve got the option to make fun of my character, because thats not me.
You dont know me.
Still, for all of those insecurities, Althoff possesses an undercurrent of confidence.
I was determined to make something work, she says of her hustlers mentality.
People want to give certain people credit.
Could Althoff see herself following a similar path?
I want to be a TV show, she counters, citingDaveas an inspiration.
The part that I think could be good for TV is the motherhood [component].
Then I flew home and I came to my kids bedrooms and I read them books.
Soon after, we pay the bill and head outside, where Althoffs earlier tentative energy takes hold.
(My girlfriend says you hooked up with Drake and got divorced.
I am saying that is not true, he wrote.
Being embarrassed in public, she says, is way more embarrassing than being embarrassed on the internet.
This article was originally published onAug.
